I lost my dad few weeks ago suddenly and I’m still emotionally in a weird, unbalanced place - hence me not being around too much lately. I go back and take a look at what I was doing, posting, talking about on that day and everything feels too much. I come and go occasionally to pass time but mostly I’m trying to focus on myself trying to get through this and my work to distract me by keeping me as occupied as possible.
I’m thankful for all the friends and relatives who haven’t left my side during this most difficult time of my life and my doctor who has been an amazing pillar of support and a place to find solace to gather myself and my thoughts.
I don’t know for how long I will be gone from here, but I’m hoping I will be back eventually as Tumblr is also another place I find solace in - it’s just not the kind I need right now.
Thanks for your understanding.